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Saturday, September 6, 2008
/ 8:44 AM

You don't have to believe me anymore , I know that . I lost your trust & all I can do is gain it back , somehow , any way possible . I know I say a lot of things to make you smile ; I do that with everyone . Making people smile is something I do , but with you it's different . Every time we touch , every time we cuddle . Every time we kiss . I know it's hard to believe me because you don't know if you can trust me . It's about time I show you that you can . Lemme tell you this , I can stick to one guy , & that's what I'm doing . I have to show you how much you really mean to me . I thought I did , but it wasn't enough . It's not worth it if you don't earn it , & that's exactly why I'm gonna continue fighting for you . You may not know it , but you're worth every tear & every bruise . My heart speeds up not because I'm lying , it's because you're so close to me , you take my breath away . It's hard to breathe because I wanna take in every scent of you . My heart races because I wanna catch up to you & keep you in my lane . I don't wanna let you slip , not again . I hope you know what I express to you is sincere . Yes , I may have liked him , but I must tell you they were mixed emotions . Mainly because they were someone I was able to confide in . But in the blink of an eye , I cut that person out because I needed you to know I love you , most importantly , I needed you to believe me .

Isn't life sad that way ?

I like cute guys. Not necessarily the hottest guy, but the one that's clumsy & crazy & always makes me smile. You know what I mean? Like he might not be Abercrombie potential, but he still has all my attention. No, not in the show-offy type of way, but in the I'm-totally-cool-with-who-I-am kind of way. Like he can smile at me & I know we were meant for this, for us. It would be like, he wouldn't always know what to say & when to say it, but he would want to. Because sometimes caring enough to try really is enough. And for us it would be. He'd be spontaneous, always doing something I would have never expected would make me fall in love. The kind of guy that is so proud to be yours. The kind that has an amazing family that you feel at home with. You know, the kind of guy that is your best friend, but the only ever see yourself with at the same time. He would love me for everything I am, for real, not just say it like everyone else always does. He would mean it & I wouldn't have to think twice to know he was telling the truth. And maybe we'd be exact opposites, but that what would make our relationship great. Working at it. Because without the work it wouldn't really be worth it.

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Aw :) She heard it from somebody / LOL . Thanks lah bxtch ! -xo


/ a grim introductory
make another one grim story,
to paint us with oppressed hopes.
another facade of our true selfs,
can still shield us from the monster
as it goes back into foreign minds
with eager wings
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I AM MRS. JAY MANUEL Y'ALL !
ready to take flight


gonna soar above the skies,
jump & take to the skies
this spirit that takes a flight,
reaching beyond stars alight