i'm telling you, you don't want to fall for me. you don't even wanna be with me. i make a terrible girlfriend. i'm horrible at keeping in tough with people; i'll never call you. i change my mind way too much and i love going out with friends; i can't settle. i've fallen in love and had my heart broken, more than once by the same boy. i lost the pieces so don't bother trying to put them back together, that's something i need to work on by myself, when i'm ready. and i'm not ready. i'd flirt with some other boys, and probably some girls, too. i'd never cheat on you but i'd make you worry. you don't want to fall for me, but i'm falling for you. and if it's okay with you, i want to change all those things about me, just to be with you.

I love y'all !! Haha . Even the belated ones :)

Firstly :



Make you bxtch I lubzx yooooooo ! <3 MUAKZX darling .

And SECONDLY :

zachary I hate it. : happy belated 15th!

zachary I hate it. : X)

zachary I hate it. : i didnt know

zachary I hate it. : X)

Ransom for Flowers ; YAY 15 !! <3 O' fcuk it I heart yooooooooo :D : LOLLL

Ransom for Flowers ; YAY 15 !! <3 O' fcuk it I heart yooooooooo :D : ty !

zachary I hate it. : but hope your needs and wishes all come true

zachary I hate it. : X)

Ransom for Flowers ; YAY 15 !! <3 O' fcuk it I heart yooooooooo :D: hha sureeee ty (:


Note the over-excessive use of "X)"s ~ LOL but whatever ! TY !! :D And back to the topic at hand . I ABSOLUTELY LOVE MAKE ! A.K.A MY LOVABLE PLUSHY BEARBEAR DARLING GFL (Girlfriend For Life)! <3 XOXO BXTCH YOU'RE THE BEST . Kay' this shall be a nice dedication about you bubbly !



Someday, everything will come together.
But until then, live it up; do what makes you happy.
If someone doesn't agree, then fuck them.
Pick yourself up & deal when shit happens.
Remember that mistakes only make us stronger,
everything happens for a reason,
the only regrets you have in life are
the risks that you didn't take,
& well-behaved women rarely make history.
Above all else, go with your gut & guard your heart
Bxtch you don't hafta' care bout' those losers
don't have to care about what they say or do
You're in your own element
and you own it .
Bxtch I LOVE YOU cos' you're my best friend ,
and I've got your back no matter where you are .

You know how some friends wait for the first day of school to tell you how much they missed you ? Well NEWSFLASH y'all , BEST friends are the ones calling you non-stop during the hols to make plans to spend time together . You know we've been planning shxt far longer than anybody else bxtch ' And we've gotta' carry them out soon :) Havn't you heard ? Your friends will help you fight through the battle , the good friends will help fight through the war , but only your truest & most loved friends will stay with you when you lose . No matter what happens , where you are , what you do , I'll be there to pick you up when you're down and offer my frame to yours whenever you need a hug . I'll be there for you- always !

You know what they all say :
Best friends understand when you say "forget it,"
wait forever when you say "just a minute,"
stay when you say "leave me alone,"
& open the door before you can even say "come in." -xo

You've stuck by me through every storm every torrential lightning barrage . You've been there for me , made me laugh till I choked on my drink when I was just wanting to sob my heart out a second ago . You're the reason why I never needed an imaginary friend . We got some real good memories of each other . There are things I hold close to my heart & know I'll cherish always , because they were times spent with you . Maybe it wasn't all wonderful , but what is ? I had tears , yes , but that's okay , because I had you ; I had laughs , I had love . There are things that we never want to let go of , people we never want to leave behind , but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world ; it's the beginning of a new journey . Remember the time we talked from 4.30pm of Day 1 till 6am of Day 2 ? That certainly puts the following in perspective , no ? Ha- we are the kind that can spend 24 hours together & still yell at their parents about not seeing each other enough . We talk like we know what's going on , but we don't . We probably don't know anything anyway . We're young & we're gonna screw up a lot. We're gonna keep changing our minds , & sometimes our hearts . And through all that , the only real thing we can offer each other is forgiveness . Friend , I'm gonna' continue holding your hand till the horizon mists over and the burning orb of the sun plummets into the Earth and we disappear into the canvas of flames and dust . We've had our differences , our issues with each other , but with our love we can overcome even the worst of things (like growing a moustache) . BESTFRIENDS FOREVER BXTCH !! <3

I LOVE YOU :)