/ with eager wings, i'm ready to fly

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

/ 5:52 AM

I wish I could say that I was sorry , fill in the gaps between our hearts again . But the time for reasons are over , and all I can say is- regret . If only I could turn back time , make father sand man draw sand from his sack and blind me from the hurt and pain I would cause , blind me from seeing what anger could only force my hand to do . I can only wish that I had that courage to tell you I'm sorry , to take back all my words and kiss the wounds to make it all go away , make it well again . But I cannot ; it's not a choice made by me it's a choice made for me and no matter how much I cry how much I hurt how much I long to spill my blood to say I need your forgiveness , I cannot do it . For I am unworthy .

/ a grim introductory

make another one grim story,
to paint us with oppressed hopes.
another facade of our true selfs,
can still shield us from the monster
as it goes back into foreign minds
with eager wings
i'm ready to fly. Spongebob lives in the sea, near bikini bottom, do you live in bikini bottom too? Hello I am a 435 year-old dinosaur and I am the very last of my kind thank you very much! I eat annoying little bitches for lunch. I am going to eat you. Yadda yadda yadda I want a cake for breakfast Nails for lunch & tacks for snacks Oh and add a cow while you're at it Fifteen strikes and you're out I study in posyland A stupidboy loves me And I love him back I need money all the time and clothes Buy me some ? I love photography shopping gossip and all that jazz Lagerfield is pretty rad and so is DKNY I love Topshop for cheap finds and F21 for more LOVE the UK and US for all of its vintage finery Shopping is my life- So are you
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I AM MRS. JAY MANUEL Y'ALL !

ready to take flight

gonna soar above the skies,
jump & take to the skies
this spirit that takes a flight,
reaching beyond stars alight

/in my own world ♥

walk around the school hallways and look at the people. i look at the teachers and wonder why they're here. if they like their jobs. or us. and i wonder how smart they were when they were fifteen. not in a mean way. in a curious way. it's like looking at all the students and wondering who's had their heart broken that day, and how they are able to cope with having three quizzes and a book report due on top of that. or wondering who did the heart breaking. and wondering why. I love sunrises far more than sunsets. sunrises were the sun, as it always did, escaping the night, breaking free of the chains and running out past the traps. sunsets were when the sun tired of running all day, and the night shackled it again, and regretfully, it rested, working up the courage to escape, take to the skies and be alive.

{ONE} River Island oversized mustard slouch bag ;
{TWO} Topshop Heart Satchel
{THREE} Topshop Flats
~~{FOUR} Topshop Floral Tiered Skirt x3~~
{FIVE} Warehouse Floral Dress
{SIX} M.A.C Eyeshadow Palette
{SEVEN} Forever 21 Clutch
~~{EIGHT} Aldo Stilettes~~
{NINE} Steve Madden Gladiators
{TEN} River Island Gladiator Heels
{ELEVEN} Anna Sui Hot Pink Liquid Liner
{TWELVE} F21 Dresses
{THIRTEEN} Topshop Dresses ~~{FOURTEEN} Topshop Oversized Slouch Hobo <3~~
{FIFTEEN} Rodarte Gloves
{SIXTEEN} Rodarte Slasher Gown
{SEVENTEEN} Rodarte Studded Heels
~~{EIGHTEEN} Motorcycle Jacket~~
{NINETEEN} Jay M <3

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under the double eagle,

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one two three, take flight

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