I actually wanted to fall back onto my comfy down pillows and just watch the ceiling drift off into a haze of grey and white stars , but- how can one fall asleep when she has just had her heart dashed into a million pieces by a single text , then sewn back together by another's warm , loving hands ? Apparently , one cannot . So here I am , shopping online , again . I am pissed and yet I am also very very very AMAZINGLY happy . HAPPY . See that ? H-A-P-P-Y . HAPPY !!!! For .. many things . Tomorrow yours truly will secretly trip down to town to collect my Delias spree items , batch one of F21 and Aeropostale stuff . As you can see , I will well and truly be totally broke by the end of next week . Next week , will also be another week of collecting spree items ! Loungefly , batch two and three of F21 , scarletroom and more . Yes , I know I will probably perish under the immense bulk of my shopping , but as my darling make said yesterday , I have an affliction . The funny thing is , I agree ! The addiction to anything online and in shops is stifling , I feel the need to buy everything and spend at least fifty dollars a day . It's getting way out of hand ! Can somebody find me a shrink , please ?

Oh and I seem to be intensely addicted to The Hotti and the Notti . This has got to be the fourth time I'm watching the darned show this week ! Doesn't make sense to me , no . But really , it's a beauty . It's like Cinderella with a psychotic twist ; I'm sure her boobs didn't bounce all over the place whilst she jogged . And the prince ? Please- Yohan ? Nuff' said- June Fig's so pretty , btw .

Shopping~ Shopping~ Shopping~

{I love you to god-damned HELL}