Hijacked dad's Montagut Dress Shirt today , inspired as usual by the oh so wonderful Tavi :) In an effort to make it work I paired it with a pair of black satin shorts from Topshop and a vintage belt from Marc by Marc , which again , I stole from my mom . The shirt reeked of dad's cologne , and despite myself , the memories started flooding in like a torrential thunderstorm . Not of my dad , of course . That would just be weird . Of him- The Boy . Of the past , our- past . What we had but never could get around building . The only thing that was in my mind at the time was- when will I get to wear his shirt again ? Feel the warmth settling around my shoulders , his smell wafting over me in wisps . Oh well , I suppose it's just wishful thinking on my part ; MEL WAKE UP . You've got loads of lovely people around you right now , and loads more who love and care for you ! And you've got the Other Boy :) Yes , the Other Boy . Oh how much I'll give up for you ! But no , I've already promised to forget you , and banish you to the deepest recesses of my mind I shall . Oh but why am I even harping on this ? MEL STOP IT , RIGHT NOW . Back to the very endearing topic of clothes . Was making the very trying decision of what to wear on Thursday . Which reminds me- yet again I plead for my kind readers to go for YFC Forget Me Not Stage Production , this Thursday 7pm @ NYGH Auditorium ! If you go I'll give you a big hug and flowers :)

And back to the prior topic . Could not decide between :

Getup#1: Topshop Navy Peasant Blouse and Topshop black satin shorts and Ted Baker Oxfords

Getup#2: Montagut shirt over Topshop black satin shorts and vintage Marc by Marc belt and shoes (?) Havn't decided , maybe my Aldo Stilettos or CK Maryjanes ?

Getup#3: Can I just go naked ?

Ha and the last bit was a ruse- seriously ! And to y'all asking me about the last post- it's nobody you know , 'aight ? Just being the usual stupid and moping around the past . Like I said before , or rather- berated , THE PAST IS THE PAST and whoever cares about it is an idiot . I suppose with the current strain of -erhem- my brain just stops functioning properly and reverts back to the ol' hibernation mode :) It's over ! And it probably won't ever be un-over . Ha ! Stupid mel . It's been a year , the boy won't ever return .

Shall go try out the Ted Bakers with the Montagut , I wonder if they'll pair up alright . JACK where are you :( I need a mocha frappes now !

{Mel has stopped being dumb !
Hoorah :D But she is still sad .}