Dear You,
You're probably thinking I've forgotten all about you by now, but that's far from it. I have missed you every waking day & my heart still hurts, but I'm getting better. I continue to smile & still go on without you. I know I have missed you, but I have kept it all inside of me, only for me to know. I still wonder about your doings, how you are, what you're doing, what we used to talk about, to the laugh in your voice. Just, everything. I miss it all. However, I feel that the parting of us was for the best, because everything happens for a reason. Should destiny put us into a crossing road in the future, that is when I will see you again. Until then, remember this; No matter what, even through the screaming fights, the disagreements, mistakes & the tears we've cried; though I saw this as a possible outcome, I took the risk & gave you my all. Never, ever, did I give up on you. Do not give up on yourself. Believe. Anything is possible. And if you ever need a helping hand, do not hesitate to ask. I may be far away, but I will always be in reach.

Watching ANTM cycle 5 re-unionnnnn . God it's so weird to see a whole room full of girls that are 3/4 fugly . Only Nicole is pretty my gosh . ANYWAY today the scholars were in school for the LAST TIMEEEE ! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh went to school , and announced to shushu that I havn't finished her letter and she gave me the -pout- YOUEVILGIRL look . Hahaha x3x3 Finally finished writing her letter and boxed it up in the F21 plastique bag with her AMAZING PRESENTTTT xoxo- duct-taped the whole thing UP UP UPPPPPPPPPPP and now it looks like a bomb !! KEWLZXZX hehehe~ then went for recess , and we were FINE until zhexin came and gave shutarde this envelope full of one-a-day notes for the whole of the three months and THEN ! My poor laoshu started to cry . And then I started to tear up and I pretended that my soy milk was spilling and evaded looking at her . But then eli teared up and I decided not to hide anymore and started bawling like crazy and pei&jialun were like OMG MEL !! DONT CRY !! But how can I not !? Consequently there were like four more bawling sessions , especially when we went back to class and shutarde was still crying and then I went in a na said she cried and I announced that I did , like all "I cried too !!" then BAM . Started crying again . Na was so traumatised hahaha .

Erm then in the morning we had a sex-ed talk which was TOTALLY STUPID cos' one of my UK magazins would have like told me MORE then what that bxtch said today and she was like totally encouraging us to discriminate against AIDS people (what drinking thing lahhhhh !??!?) and I was soooooooo pissed wtf . And apparently I'm the only person who knows what Clamydia is in the whole of the sec3 cohort or wdv . Eli and shutarde forced my hand up haha . OMG SHUTARDE I miss you already :( Shall write a nice dedi to you freakos since you wrote one for me ! XOXO :) But before I do , I shall just note that the thing they were rolling the condom on ? It's a friggin' D I L D O okay , not the actual thing . What- you think the actual thing will stay there and let you roll the condom on and take pictures ? LOL can . But whatever , bought a H81 crochet peasant top and a zara longsleeved runched babydoll today ! In royale blue :D BUT WHATEVER ! Onwardsss ;

Shutarde ! OMG bxtch I am going to miss you so much . You're a freak too okay !! I'm super sad that you're leaving till like Dec , and nobody to make fun of teachers anymore , or to niao eli ! Hahaha~ ohman bxtch you owe me a present ! And I shall get you a nice thingey (cough) for Christmasss (hints) Damn you make me cry today !! But srsly la , will miss you alot alot ALOT !!!!!!!! Don't care about idiots who try to come between us alright ! Wo men shi yong yuan de hao peng yousss x3x3x3 Muakcz you little idiot and come back soon :) VISIT US IN BEIJING ALRIGHT !! Ohman I'm going to cry again . I HATE YOU !! But whatever it is , enjoy my present luv cos' I flew it in from the US hahahahaha . Can you already guess what it is ? And have fun gorging yourself on all the food I bought you . The bomb can be used as a pillow ! BTW I love the snail you drew on my wrist muaha it's still theree . WILL MSG YOU TONIGHT KAY ! I love you Yow Shuting and TAKE CAREEEE !! {xoxo} Oh yah and the tadpole that looks like SPERM and Miss Li said it was bird shxt -.- XOMG bxtch miss yooooooooooo !!!

Shuai Mao ! OMG shuai maoooooooooooooooooooo {x3x3x3} I'm so sad alr I am going to miss you la stupid cat :( Your drawing of the cat on my hand smudged alr I'm so freakin' pissed off hahaha :) WHY YOU ERASE MY LONGGGG CAT !? Evil shuai mao . But nevermind , I LOVE YOU SHUAI MAO and come back soon ! Don't tickle my leg anymore haha you lesbo shxtttt . Aiyah forget it you rock kay ! Enjoy my menthosssss and keep my nice letter ! I will miss you loads loads shuai mao :) I want to visit you ! HUG HUG HUG my shuai mao is nice to hug :D And no , wy , I'm not stealing your shuai ge la !! Hahaha~ Muazk !

Amoi ! Hello Amoi ! Take care of yourself there and don't be sad that JJ is not there ! Think of us bullying nana in BeiJing and be happyyyyyyyy~ Hahaha . Share the menthos with pingtarde okay ! Don't eat all *I know merlion eats alot right ! Don't bully pingtarde and have funnnnnnnnnnnn x3x3x3 AND KEEP SHUTARDE FROM GETTING ROBBED LUHH !!!

Ping ! Yo ping :D Have fun in China getting chased all over the place by Amoi !! Amoi is so evil wor . And share my menthos with her (throw one at shutarde if she insists on wearing her blingbling watch) !! Will miss you loads :D The class will be so super empty wtf . COME BACK SOON KAY !! Greenie hahaha .

JINGTARDEEEEEE !! OMG JING I will miss yoooooooooooooooooooooooo so much so much so much (hugs) I miss you molesting my face (naaah naah I don't use my foundation alrrrrr) and hugging me OMG tian-jie !! You rock okay you're so cute and squishable and adorable and lao ren chi dai-y HUGS HUGS I am going to cry alr :(( Jingtardeeeeeeeeeeeeee you are very nice to hug muakzx muakzx I love you jing wen ! TANG JINGWEN COME BACK SOON YOU STUPID TIAN JIE :D Don't eat all the sweets lah , give some to Camelia or whoever hahaha . XOXO YOU ROCK BXTCH !!

Ting Chihhhhhh :) Eh TC ! Forgot to give you a card . NEVERMIND you are at home in China anyway ahahaha :P Have fun kay' ! Thankyou for the birthday present (I know you liked my oversized sunflowarrrr :D) and luv you lots !! So sry I can't go send you guys off tmr but you have Kangyan !! VIRTUAL HUGS TC !! :D:D:D

Claire: Meng ! I will miss my lab pardner hahaha~ update your blog often kays ! XOXO- will pass you your present when I go over to BJ la ; with lao yang's ! Cos' I forgot to bring today :( Or I airmail to you . HAHAHA . TAKE CARE OKAY GIRAFFE ! You're too tall , but nvm . Tall = intimidating , nobody can rob yooooo :D

WY+Tong: Eh haha wy I didn't steal your shuai ge and I don't care I want to draw long cat on yoooo :D And scare you continually by staring freakily at you :P And tong ! You will miss my messy table meh -.- Hahaha I will miss your super neat one !! Freakkkk :D

Etc. ! Those I didn't mention it's vaguely the same luh , I am too tired hehehe :) Have fun darlings and come back soon ! I WILL MISS YOU GUYS LOADS OMG IM GOING TO CRY ALR !! AND SHUTARDE !! DON'T OPEN MY BOMB YET OKAY ! HHAHAAHA :D MUAKZX .

Shall go now~ dinner !