If I could cry my heart out , I would . It's sad that I love you but you don't see it .

Today was fun ! Tried the purple look from Fall'08 Anna Sui Runway and it was pretty rad lol {: And I only had two shades of purple ! Apparently you need three or summat' . Aw shucks , it still turned out quite alright . So then , went to church & did the lecon thing- actually , I just sat there and read Women's Weekly and clamoured (silently) over the Raoul heels whilst Auntie Dorothy taught :) Noel is so cute . Later went to grab some grub before heading over to class ; was too hungry {: Ended up with a pack of stone-cold fries that were squishier than melted cheese . Gross ! Threw em' away later . Then Shaun asked me a very interesting question ;

Shaun: You going later ?
Me: Uh- (raised eyebrows) ?
Shaun: You going not ?! Come with me luhh !
Me: Go- where ??
Shaun: OMGODDDDD !!
Me: o.o What ?!
Shaun: You another one , can ask me WHAT summore !?!?
Me: ... ?!
Shaun: FRANCIS'S PARTY LUH !!
Me: OHHHHHHHHHHHH !! Omghard CRAPPPPPP !!! I forgot !!!!!!
Shaun: ..... -.-'' Forget it

Then later when I was about to go home he accosted me and demanded that I went for the thing with him (tweaking my arm hurts okay !) so I asked Gemz for her phone but she was using it so he huffily gave me his phone and I called momz , who said it was too short notice and I couldn't go :( So bloody pissed off . But consolation ! Joined the youth ministries for Jr.Cat {alr am} and COLOURS OF FAITH ! Dragged Jules (omgod I love yoooooo !) to join Colours of Faith with me :D At first I didn't want to , cos' that WEIRD INDIAN DUDE was going to join too , but in the end my love for theatrix won me over and so .. TADA ! Say hello to the newest member(s) of Colours of Faith '09 ! LOL and apparently Shaun is "the next Jesus" for the Passion Play next year :X So funny .

I tried so hard to forget but it's not working anymore . There's only so much I can block out of my mind . Cos' you're my soul my life my everything . I hate you and yet I love you so much at the same time . Stop messing me up , stop your teasing RIGHT NOW cos' it's turning my world upside down .

FUN <5 style="font-weight: bold;">BIRTHDAY ! Shaun said that if I want anything from him I have to ask him out first -.- GO WHERE LEI ?! Macs arh LOL o.o But neverminddddd Francis owes me sweeeeeeeets <5 I LOVED TODAY ahhhh omgod manzx it was AWESOMEEEEE :D

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30 Things I like.
Bold if you like them too.

1. Dallas Green.
2. Surveys.
3. Cameras.
4. Back to school shopping.
5. Discovering new bands.
6. Concerts.
7. Not being at home.
8. The days at school where you do next to no work, and just chill.
9. Good books.
10. Journals.
11. Doodling.
12. Winning an argument.
13. Voicing my opinion.
14. Facebook.
15. MuchMusic.
16. Family/Disney Channel.
17. Jon and Kate Plus Eight.
18. Original and Super Nintendo.
19. Having a pocket full of cash and a full day of shopping ahead of you.
20. Buying a fantastic hoodie/shirt/whatever.
21. CDs with awesome booklets.
22. Being with my bestfriends.
23. Learning random facts about things no one else cares about.
24. When I'm exhausted and I can finally go to sleep.
25. Hockey.
26. Laughing.
27. The beginning of Summer.
28. My brother and cousins.
29. Lime Crush!
30. Quotes.

So weird how come I'm bolding like almost EVERYTHING there ? Haha . More surveys ?

Here is a list of my favorite songs.
Bold the ones that you like too!

1. "Hey Love" by 12 Stones.
2. "REvolve" by 30 Seconds to Mars.
3. "Crazy" by Alanis Morissette.
4. "Uninvited" by Alanis Morissette.
5. "Potential Breakup Song" by Aly && AJ.
6. "Silence" by Aly && AJ.
7. "No One" by Aly && AJ.
8. "You Know I'm No Good" by Amy Winehouse.
9. "Rehab" by Amy Winehouse.
10. "Back to Black" by Amy Winehouse.
11. "Breathe (2AM)" by Anna Nalick.
12. "Pieces of Me" by Ashlee Simpson.
13. "Shadow" by Ashlee Simpson.
14. "La La" by Ashlee Simpson.
15. "LOVE" by Ashlee Simpson.
16. "Burnin Up" by Ashlee Simpson.
17. "He Said She Said" by Ashley Tisdale.
18. "Unlove You" by Ashley Tisdale.
19. "Complicated" by Avril Lavigne.
20. "Nobody's Fool" by Avril Lavigne.
21. "Tomorrow" by Avril Lavigne.
22. "Girlfriend" by Avril Lavigne.
23. "When You're Gone" by Avril Lavigne.
24. "Hot" by Avril Lavigne.
25. "Keep Holding On" by Avril Lavigne.
26. "Don't Tell Me" by Avril Lavigne.
27. "He Wasn't" by Avril Lavigne.
28. "How Does It Feel" by Avril Lavigne.
29. "My Happy Ending" by Avril Lavigne.
30. "Nobody's Home" by Avril Lavigne.
31. "Forgotten" by Avril Lavigne.
32. "Fall to Pieces" by Avril Lavigne.
33. "Slipped Away" by Avril Lavigne.
34. "Incomplete" by Backstreet Boys.
35. "Poster Girl" by Backstreet Boys.
36. "Siberia" by Backstreet Boys.
37. "I Need You to Love Me" by BarlowGirl.
38. "Kick My Ass" by Big && Rich.
39. "Holy Water" by Big && Rich.
40. "Save a Horse (Ride a Cowboy)" by Big && Rich.
41. "... Baby One More Time" by Britney Spears.
42. "(You Drive Me) Crazy" by Britney Spears.
43. "Sometimes" by Britney Spears.
44. "Born to Make You Happy" by Britney Spears.
45. "From the Bottom of My Broken Heart" by Britney Spears.
46. "Email My Heart" by Britney Spears.
47. "Gimme More" by Britney Spears.
48. "Piece of Me" by Britney Spears.
49. "Break the Ice" by Britney Spears.
50. "I'm a Slave for You" by Britney Spears.
51. "Overprotected" by Britney Spears.
52. "I'm Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman" by Britney Spears.
53. "Boys" by Britney Spears.
54. "I Love Rock N Roll" by Britney Spears.
55. "My Prerogative" by Britney Spears.
56. "Toxic" by Britney Spears.
57. "Oops ... I Did It Again" by Britney Spears.
58. "Stronger" by Britney Spears.
59. "Everytime" by Britney Spears.
60. "Lucky" by Britney Spears.
61. "Outrageous" by Britney Spears.
62. "I've Just Begun (Having My Fun)" by Britney Spears.
63. "Me Against the Music" by Britney Spears.
64. "So Small" by Carrie Underwood.
65. "Last Name" by Carrie Underwood.
66. "Just a Dream" by Carrie Underwood.
67. "I Told You So" by Carrie Underwood.
68. "Jesus, Take the Wheel" by Carrie Underwood.
69. "Before He Cheats" by Carrie Underwood.
70. "I Ain't in Checotah Anymore" by Carrie Underwood.
71. "Ain't No Other Man" by Christina Aguilera.
72. "Candyman" by Christina Aguilera.
73. "Hurt" by Christina Aguilera.
74. "One Fine Wire" by Colbie Caillat.
75. "Bubbly" by Colbie Caillat.
76. "Realize" by Colbie Caillat.
77. "Damaged" by Danity Kane.
78. "It's Not Over" by Daughtry.
79. "Home" by Daughtry.
80. "Feels Like Tonight" by Daughtry.
81. "What About Now" by Daughtry.
82. "I Will Possess Your Heart" by Death Cab for Cutie.
83. "Marching Bands of Manhattan" by Death Cab for Cutie.
84. "Soul Meets Body" by Death Cab for Cutie.
85. "I Will Follow You into the Dark" by Death Cab for Cutie.
86. "What Sarah Said" by Death Cab for Cutie.
87. "White Flag" by Dido.
88. "Stoned" by Dido.
89. "Life for Rent" by Dido.
90. "Don't Leave Home" by Dido.
91. "Mercy" by Duffy.
92. "Ring My Bells" by Enrique Iglesias.
93. "Do You Know (The Ping Pong Song)" by Enrique Iglesias.
94. "Tired of Being Sorry" by Enrique Iglesias.
95. "My Immortal" by Evanescence.
96. "Tourniquet" by Evanescence.
97. "Hello" by Evanescence.
98. "Lithium" by Evanescence.
99. "Cassie" by Flyleaf.
100. "All Around Me" by Flyleaf.
101. "Let Go" by Frou Frou.
102. "Psychobabble" by Frou Frou.
103. "Shh" by Frou Frou.
104. "Flicks" by Frou Frou.
105. "Holding Out for a Hero" by Frou Frou.
106. "All Jacked Up" by Gretchen Wilson.
107. "California Girls" by Gretchen Wilson.
108. "See You Again" by Hannah Montana.
109. "Stranger" by Hilary Duff.
110. "Dignity" by Hilary Duff.
111. "With Love" by Hilary Duff.
112. "Fly" by Hilary Duff.
113. "Do You Want Me" by Hilary Duff.
114. "Underneath This Smile" by Hilary Duff.
115. "I Am" by Hilary Duff.
116. "Rock This World" by Hilary Duff.
117. "So Yesterday" by Hilary Duff.
118. "Come Clean" by Hilary Duff.
119. "Where Did I Go Right" by Hilary Duff.
120. "Anywhere but Here" by Hilary Duff.
121. "The Math" by Hilary Duff.
122. "Sweet Sixteen" by Hilary Duff.
123. "Party Up" by Hilary Duff.
124. "Why Not" by Hilary Duff.
125. "Girl Can Rock" by Hilary Duff.
126. "Our Lips Are Sealed" by Hilary Duff.
127. "Headlock" by Imogen Heap.
128. "Goodnight && Go" by Imogen Heap.
129. "Hide && Seek" by Imogen Heap.
130. "The Moment I Said It" by Imogen Heap.
131. "1973" by James Blunt.
132. "Same Mistake" by James Blunt.
133. "Annie" by James Blunt.
134. "A Public Affair" by Jessica Simpson.
135. "You Spin Me Round (Like a Record)" by Jessica Simpson.
136. "With You" by Jessica Simpson.
137. "Sweetest Sin" by Jessica Simpson.
138. "Too Little Too Late" by JoJo.
139. "Tattoo" by Jordin Sparks.
140. "No Air" by Jordin Sparks.
141. "Shy Boy" by Jordin Sparks.
142. "Permanent Monday" by Jordin Sparks.
143. "God Loves Ugly" by Jordin Sparks.
144. "This is My Now" by Jordin Sparks.
145. "Sexyback" by Justin Timberlake.
146. "What Goes Around (Comes Around)" by Justin Timberlake.
147. "My Love" by Justin Timberlake.
148. "Over It" by Katharine McPhee.
149. "Home" by Katharine McPhee.
150. "I Kissed a Girl" by Katy Perry.
151. "You're So Gay" by Katy Perry.
152. "Hot n Cold" by Katy Perry.
153. "Wild Ponies" by Kellie Pickler.
154. "Breakaway" by Kelly Clarkson.
155. "Since You Been Gone" by Kelly Clarkson.
156. "Behind These Hazel Eyes" by Kelly Clarkson.
157. "Because of You" by Kelly Clarkson.
158. "Addicted" by Kelly Clarkson.
159. "Where is Your Heart" by Kelly Clarkson.
160. "Walk Away" by Kelly Clarkson.
161. "You Found Me" by Kelly Clarkson.
162. "Beautiful Disaster" by Kelly Clarkson.
163. "Never Again" by Kelly Clarkson.
164. "Bleeding Love" by Leona Lewis.
165. "Best You Never Had" by Leona Lewis.
166. "Smile" by Lily Allen.
167. "LDN" by Lily Allen.
168. "Alfie" by Lily Allen.
169. "Confessions of a Broken Heart (Daughter to Father)" by Lindsay Lohan.
170. "My Innocence" by Lindsay Lohan.
171. "Edge of Seventeen" by Lindsay Lohan.
172. "First" by Lindsay Lohan.
173. "Nobody Til You" by Lindsay Lohan.
174. "Over" by Lindsay Lohan.
175. "Very Last Moment in Time" by Lindsay Lohan.
176. "Rumors" by Lindsay Lohan.
177. "Internal Dialogue" by Maria Mena.
178. "Miss You Love" by Maria Mena.
179. "You're the Only One" by Maria Mena.
180. "Fragile (Free)" by Maria Mena.
181. "My Lullaby" by Maria Mena.
182. "Shadow" by Maria Mena.
183. "Your Glasses" by Maria Mena.
184. "Monster" by Meg && Dia.
185. "Are You Happy Now" by Michelle Branch.
186. "Tuesday Morning" by Michelle Branch.
187. "Til I Get Over You" by Michelle Branch.
188. "Everywhere" by Michelle Branch.
189. "All You Wanted" by Michelle Branch.
190. "You Set Me Free" by Michelle Branch.
191. "Here With Me" by Michelle Branch.
192. "Sweet Misery" by Michelle Branch.
193. "I'd Rather be in Love" by Michelle Branch.
194. "Goodbye to You" by Michelle Branch.
195. "7 Things" by Miley Cyrus.
196. "Put Your Arms Around Me" by Natasha Bedingfield.
197. "Pocketful of Sunshine" by Natasha Bedingfield.
198. "Love Like This" by Natasha Bedingfield.
199. "Single" by Natasha Bedingfield.
200. "I'm a Bomb" by Natasha Bedingfield.
201. "Unwritten" by Natasha Bedingfield.
202. "I Bruise Easily" by Natasha Bedingfield.
203. "If You're Gonna" by Natasha Bedingfield.
204. "Drop Me in the Middle" by Natasha Bedingfield.
205. "Wild Horses" by Natasha Bedingfield.
206. "What's Left of Me" by Nick Lachey.
207. "I Can't Hate You Anymore" by Nick Lachey.
208. "I'm Broken" by Pantera.
209. "Shedding Skin" by Pantera.
210. "Goddamn Electric" by Pantera.
211. "The Great Southern Trendkill" by Pantera.
212. "Drag the Waters" by Pantera.
213. "That's What You Get" by Paramore.
214. "Misery Business" by Paramore.
215. "Crushcrushcrush" by Paramore.
216. "Stars Are Blind" by Paris Hilton.
217. "Nothing in This World" by Paris Hilton.
218. "Stickwitu" by Pussycat Dolls.
219. "Buttons" by Pussycat Dolls.
220. "Tainted Love/Where Did Our Love Go" by Pussycat Dolls.
221. "Sway" by Pussycat Dolls.
222. "Don't Cha" by Pussycat Dolls.
223. "Wait a Minute" by Pussycat Dolls.
224. "Beep" by Pussycat Dolls.
225. "Rush Together" by Quietdrive.
226. "Umbrella" by Rihanna.
227. "Don't Stop the Music" by Rihanna.
228. "Breakin Dishes" by Rihanna.
229. "Shut Up && Drive" by Rihanna.
230. "Rehab" by Rihanna.
231. "Cry" by Rihanna.
232. "Disturbia" by Rihanna.
233. "Take a Bow" by Rihanna.
234. "Love Song" by Sara Bareilles.
235. "Vegas" by Sara Bareilles.
236. "Gravity" by Sara Bareilles.
237. "Fallen" by Sarah McLachlan.
238. "Stupid" by Sarah McLachlan.
239. "Answer" by Sarah McLachlan.
240. "Time" by Sarah McLachlan.
241. "Number One" by Skye Sweetnam.
242. "Billy" by Skye Sweetnam.
243. "Tangled Up in Me" by Skye Sweetnam.
244. "Fallen Through" by Skye Sweetnam.
245. "Music is My Boyfriend" by Skye Sweetnam.
246. "Punk Rock Princess" by Something Corporate.
247. "Konstantine" by Something Corporate.
248. "Me && the Moon" by Something Corporate.
249. "Tim McGraw" by Taylor Swift.
250. "Cold As You" by Taylor Swift.
251. "Teardrops on My Guitar" by Taylor Swift.
252. "Our Song" by Taylor Swift.
253. "It Ends Tonight" by The All American Rejects.
254. "Such Great Heights" by The Postal Service.
255. "Nothing Better" by The Postal Service.
256. "Cat && Mouse" by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
257. "Your Guardian Angel" by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
258. "Leave the Pieces" by The Wreckers.
259. "The Good Kind" by The Wreckers.
260. "Tennessee" by The Wreckers.
261. "My, Oh My" by The Wreckers.
262. "Cigarettes" by The Wreckers.
263. "Lay Me Down" by The Wreckers.
264. "How Do You Like Me Now" by Toby Keith.
265. "You Shouldn't Kiss Me Like This" by Toby Keith.
266. "I'm Just Talkin About Tonight" by Toby Keith.
267. "I Wanna Talk About Me" by Toby Keith.
268. "Courtesy of the Red, White, && Blue (The Angry American)" by Toby Keith.
269. "Who's Your Daddy" by Toby Keith.
270. "Beer for My Horses" by Toby Keith.
271. "I Love This Bar" by Toby Keith.
272. "Whiskey Girl" by Toby Keith.
273. "American Soldier" by Toby Keith.
274. "Don't Leave, I Think I Love You" by Toby Keith.
275. "Ordinary Day" by Vanessa Carlton.
276. "A Thousand Miles" by Vanessa Carlton.
277. "Pretty Baby" by Vanessa Carlton.
278. "White Houses" by Vanessa Carlton.
279. "Who's to Say" by Vanessa Carlton.
280. "Annie" by Vanessa Carlton.
281. "San Francisco" by Vanessa Carlton.
282. "Afterglow" by Vanessa Carlton.
283. "C'est La Vie" by Vanessa Carlton.
284. "Half a Week Before the Winter" by Vanessa Carlton.
285. "Private Radio" by Vanessa Carlton.
286. "Papa" by Vanessa Carlton.
287. "Where the Streets Have No Name" by Vanessa Carlton.
288. "Nolita Fairytale" by Vanessa Carlton.
289. "Hands on Me" by Vanessa Carlton.
290. "More Than This" by Vanessa Carlton.
291. "Identified" by Vanessa Hudgens.
292. "Never Underestimate a Girl" by Vanessa Hudgens.
293. "Let's Dance" by Vanessa Hudgens.

Havn't finished bolding !! CRAP shall continue later . GOING OUT FOR DINNER ! Ta' !





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