I wish you would step back
from that ledge, my friend. You
could cut ties with all the lies
that you've been living in ;


I think I should be feeling betrayed around now ? But funnily enough , I DON'T . It's more like an overall feeling of annoyance at that person's BIG MOUTH-NESS . I know that that person- no , let's name said person BM , for Big Mouth . I know BM reads my blog , and so here I thank dearest BM for totally ruining the friendship between me and er- Person Nombre Deux , who shalt be called Puffy for some obscure reason . Oh sure , I ABOSOLUTELY said "not so nice things" about Puffy , for "no obvious reason" ! -nods head- I ABSOLUTELY "back-stabbed" my friend ! -clutches heart in "obvious" distress- I ABSOLUTELY did not hear you big-mouthing about Puffy AT ALL ! NON ! YOU ABSOLUTELY DID NOT ! -claps- I just wonder , if I tell Puffy what I really said , would it still amount to "not so nice things" ? If I told Puffy what YOU said , now- would THAT count as "nice" ? Oh , I'm sure it would , love . Here's a bit of info you didn't know darling- if I did say anything "not so nice" , I will admit to it . UNLIKE SOME PEOPLE . So if Puffy wants to know , do DO come and ask me , alright ? What have I got to fear ? As I will repeat once more- I have nothing to fear . Admit to my sins , non ? Oui [: So yes , thank you my dearest DEAREST big mouth , for conveying my not-elaborated-on-not-so-nice-things to Puffy , and totally ruining our friendships -nods empathetically- It's so nice of you ! Thank you thank you for all your non-hindering , love-filled help ! Appreciation felt -clap clap-


And Puffy , thank you for believing BM , even though you knew that BM was already BM-ish ; -hisses- how could you !? Choosing BM over me ?! And you already knew better ?! I totally understand your choice , I had absolute "reason" to say "not so nice things" about you , didn't I ? Yes yes great of COURSE I did ! Hearts ;






















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Away from the nasties [: I was certainly amused by the entire unfolding of events but now- nah . Anyway , today was quite a shxtty day :} First thing I did was to wake up , do what normals do in the morning , and do math for three hours . Suckaye , ttly . But no ! The worse part came next :) I went to bathe- only for a freakin' HALF HOUR . When I emerged , oho ! Thaaaaaaaank you father for your ohsocalledfor slap ! {: Apparently I was in there for an hour and I WAS NOT . Then , when I tried to tell him that , he started hitting me even MORE ; and yelling . Yelling all sorts of crap which I found highly amusing and started laughing in his face {stupid , I know} and so started the heavy rain of blows and screaming . Then came the usual threats- no money , no outings , no teevee , no computer .. ya da ya da . SRSLY man , is that all you can do ? Is that your way of showing that you fhuckin' care ?! So I told him he was a useless father and he continued with the yadayada beating etcetc . The rest is history . Left me at home , that he did that idiotic man . So I called my sowonderful goodinfluence and started sobbing over the phone :X He thought I was laughing :O HA so funny {: But nevermindddddddddd thankyouthankyou for cheering me up :D I think I cried for a long time before he told me some stupid thing to do to cheer up and I started laughing cos' it was so DUMB !!! Hahaha [: Wahlao , how can I go your house for BBQ ?! Your house is so far from mine and I DONT EVER KNOW MY SOUTH FROM WEST !!! Hahahahaha I'd prolly get lost and get eaten by monkeys :P LOL but thankyouthankyou !! And all those who helped cheer me up too :D Went for M4M and told Jaxckz who was super indignant and MizzTan , who was ALSO indignant and annoyed at my plight :O Ha . Julian was like "O.O omg wth your dad is .. stupid -.-" and Kenneth was just ":O" hahaha . Then we started talking about MelTeo and her racist-ness or whatever and things got really funny , especially when Mizz Tan got a flower from that RJ girl {omg I forgot her name !?} and Sarah {not my bestf Sarah btw- DIFFERENT !} told us how she sprained her ankle :O Damn funny ! Haha . And did ALOT of math today- REFUSED TO GO HOME !!!!


And OHYEAH ! On friday when I came home I SAW STAN !!!! At some ulu bustop near my house {: I thought it was KA !? And I flipped cos' I simply REFUSED to see KA after last year -.- Afterall , he DID *** * ********* !? Ha but then I saw the uni and was like WAIT , KA isn't in HCJC ??? Lol then I realised it was Stan -.-'' I think HOPE he didn't see me :X After the supermarket thing !? Omg . Ha . XACKIEMA this is your fault !!! EEP but anyway whatever [: And Jaxckz I want ***** *** now :X A MONTH !! IT'S BEEN A MONTH !!!!!!! OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Urk . NEVERMIND ! We shall meetup {YAY!} on Thursday and stalk :D Ha . -creepy wave- Learn from the Charlotte :D LOL . Er .. then .. nothing much . Came home , then went to Kings Hotel to eat ; I realised I should count my blessings , really . I eat at hotels at the very least twice- if not thrice- a week :X And I keep saying my parents suck . Ohwell . Horrible mel mmhmm {: I rmb how I used to eat at hotels like daily afterschool ? But that was before dad got lazy and just left me at home to rot whilst he and MOM went ALONE to eat everynight at hotels and just brought back stonecold food for moi . Well done =.=



Anyhow .. need to shop . GoodInfluence was like "go buy the things on your list" haha . HOW LAH !? I CAN'T GO OUT !? Urk annoying -.- I hope Friday I can go out !! Then I can see dean and trace and clarence and lili and chenxi and ximeng and ahjin and dnowho else :{ I miss y'all damn badly !! Gah . I'm doing wordsforart now [: HOPEFULLY IT WILL TURN OUT ALRIGHT ?! Shall go do , later !